Why do I need a title?

It's cold as crap outside so I feel like complaining - it was 27 when I left the house this morning.

This semester - I currently have 4 a's and 1 grade which I don't know.

Business 101 - not too bad very6 boring due to overlap with management.
Management 101 - same as Business only due to overlap with business.
Computers 170 - Boring - I learned nothing - we skipped the section on Access - the only thing I didn't know well.
Macroeconomics - Excellent if we would ever finish the class - we haven't me in 2 weeks.
Marriage & The Family - I don't really know - I've only recieved 1 grade and it wasn't good so I'm pesimistic. - A good class though, it has been interesting.

I'm ready to go back to camp. I miss people.
I'm plagued with writers block as well.

I'm alive. Not real busy - just nothing interesting going on.

Wow - this blog could almost be considered inactive. I have very little to say on it right now though.

V

V for Vendetta. I saw this movie about 2 weeks ago now and was both impressed and slightly offended by it. The views on government were very close to my own - when government gets too strong the people suffer and must take action. Views on religion were slightly offensive though partially an echo of the Nazi regime - religious based government reaches out to crush those of differing opinions rather than reaching out in love to persuade them to change. The views on homosexuality differ greatly from my own - I don't hate people of that lifestyle but I do believe that they are wrong. I believe that the only way to effectively change a persons views is to guide them to believe as you do rather than openly confront them - confrontation does have it's benefits as does violence but persuasion leaves less damage to heal.

I will be buying this film to watch it many more times - it recieves good rating. Theatrically it is amazing, excellent dialogue and writing.

I would rant on the Government of the U.S. here but I feel I have been so disconnected from the news over the summer I would be beating old topics to death.

CRK - need I say more about life for me right now?

YaY! Camp!

OK. I'm through. "Life is a series of impossible dreams."
I have no clue what to do - I don't really care but I have no clue all the same. There are only a few things keeping me from falling asleep.

A Title of non-noteworthiness

Why am I here? To serve God - that's about all I see here besides self glorification and self satisfaction. Do I care about life? nope not so much - I live for the aforementioned reasons, seeing the second 2 as having a severe emphasis on SELF. aquiring accolades for myself makes me sick to my stomach because the only reward I truly deserve is death. (man this is sounding pessimistic - it may get worse) To do well in school I study (sometimes) and then regurgitate the info to pass a test - I actually remember things if I want to or see them as being useful. Music - requires no real effort because God has given me talent that I really don't deserve - it makes me hate my talent when I recieve the recognition. I am nothing. My past mistakes follow me daily never allowing me to rest. Long awaited is the final rest but I will not leave until God has perscibed it.

The day is long, the rest is short but when grace shines through all is well.

"Now all has been heard; here is the conclusionof the matter: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring into judgment, including every hidden thing, whether it is good or evil." - Ecclesiastes 12:13-14

Writing

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When I first felt the feelings
I was sure that they would pass
As time slipped by
My heart turned to glass
While the time apart
Has caused my heart to ache
My feelings remain secret
Because I fear it may break
Will I have the pain of loss
Because the words are unspoken
Or will I let them out with
A chance my heart will be broken